THE GAYAN
GAMAKAS
(Gamaka: The feeling of
a poet's heart, keyed to various notes.)
I consider myself second to
none since I have realized in myself the One alone.
All things that may seem
to be exalting my position, they indeed lower me in my eyes; the only thing
exalting for me is the forgetting of myself entirely in the perfect vision
of God.
There is nothing that I consider
too good for me, or too high to attain to; on the contrary, all possible
attainments seem within my reach since I have attained to the vision of
my Lord.
There is nothing that I feel
too humiliating for me to do; and there is no position, however exalted,
that can make me prouder than I am already in the pride of my Lord.
Neither does love exalt nor
hate depress me, for all things to me seem natural. Life for me is a dream
that changes continually, and when I withdraw my real self from the false,
I know all things, and yet stand remote; so I rise above all changes of
life.
It makes no difference to
me if I am so praised that I am raised from earth to heaven, nor if I am
so blamed that I am thrown from the greatest heights to the depths of the
earth. Life to me is an ever-moving sea in which the waves of favor and
disfavor constantly rise and fall.
To fall down does not break
me or discourage me; it only enables me to rise to a still higher sphere
of life.
I could not have enjoyed
virtue's beauty if I had not known sin.
Every loss in life I consider
as the throwing off of an old garment in order to put on a new one; and
the new garment has always been better than the old.
I have learned more by my
faults than by my virtues; if I had always acted aright, I could not be
human.
My intuition never fails
me, but I fail whenever I do not listen to it.
Patience is the lesson I
had given to me from the moment I stepped on the earth; ever since I have
tried to practice it, but there is more to be learnt.
I blame no one for his wrongdoing,
but neither do I encourage him in that direction.
In bringing happiness to
others I feel the pleasure of God, and for my negligence I feel myself
blameworthy before Him.
Every soul stands before
me as a world, and the light of my spirit falling upon it brings clearly
to view all it contains.
Nothing seems either too
good or too bad. I know no more distinction between saint and sinner, since
I behold the one single Life manifested in all.
I consider my action towards
every man as my action
towards God; and the action of every
person towards me I take as an action of God.
So long as I act upon my
own intuition I succeed; but whenever I follow another's advice I go astray.
I work simply, not troubling
about results. My satisfaction is in accomplishing the work which is given
to me, to my best ability, and I leave the effects to the cause.
Life in the world is most
interesting to me, but solitude away from the world is the longing of my
soul.
I feel myself when I am by
myself.
By respecting every person
! meet I worship God, and in loving every soul on earth I feel my devotion
for Him.
There is nothing in life
which pleases me more than pleasing others, but it is difficult to please
everyone.
I am ready to learn from
those who come to teach me, and willing to teach those who wish to learn.
I regard every obstacle on
my path as an incentive to success. I would have either heaven or hell,
but not purgatory.
I do not intend to teach
my fellow-men, but to show them all I see.
Hail to my exile from the
Garden of Eden to the earth! If I had not fallen, I should not have had
the opportunity of probing the depths of life.
At the moment when I shall
be leaving this earth, it is not the number of followers which will make
me proud; it is the thought that I have delivered His message to some souls
that will console me, and the feeling that it helped them through life
that will bring me satisfaction.
I have not come to change
humanity; I have come to help it on.
If anyone strikes my heart,
it does not break, but it bursts, and the flame coming out of it becomes
a torch on my path.
My deep sigh rises above
as a cry of the earth, and an answer comes from within as a message.
I am a tide in the sea of
life, bearing towards the shore all who come within my enfoldment.
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